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Ryou's birthday is coming up soon (2 days!) and I already have his gift all bought and wrapped. I hope he'll like it! He and Munehiro have been so kind to me lately, I know I could never actually pay that back, but hopefully I can at least help him have a nice birthday. I can babysit if you two want to go on a nice date, you know!
As for me...well, I still have days where I'm really down. But I also have days I feel really good. I still think about Rei a lot, but I don't think that is going to stop any time soon. And I've come to terms with that. I just have to be optimistic. And stay near people. I know it seems like I'm taking advantage of my friends by staying with them, but I know my limits...and I know it's just bad for me to be alone. I'm happier now. I really shouldn't have been so hard-headed to begin with.
As for me...well, I still have days where I'm really down. But I also have days I feel really good. I still think about Rei a lot, but I don't think that is going to stop any time soon. And I've come to terms with that. I just have to be optimistic. And stay near people. I know it seems like I'm taking advantage of my friends by staying with them, but I know my limits...and I know it's just bad for me to be alone. I'm happier now. I really shouldn't have been so hard-headed to begin with.
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Date: 2014-10-02 02:00 am (UTC)How would that delightful dog of yours and you like to join me for a late season picnic? I have acres on which he can run while you and I laze about on a blanket eating favorite things from our youth.
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Date: 2014-10-02 10:44 am (UTC)A picnic? That sounds lovely.
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Date: 2014-10-03 05:15 am (UTC)I...hope to have plans on Saturday, but how does Sunday sound? Would you like it to just be us, or would you like more company? Feel free to invite someone if so.
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Date: 2014-10-03 10:51 am (UTC)I don't know. If anyone is available, they are more than welcome.
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Date: 2014-10-04 09:15 pm (UTC)Excellent. Then perhaps the Kabajis? Maybe Jirou as well?
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