Thank you, Atobe-san!
May. 28th, 2015 09:01 am The party was a blast. I hope I didn't make a fool out of myself trying to dance, but I couldn't help myself. I guess just having a mask on helps a lot. Then again, because of Taki-san, I've been feeling more confident despite the stares I get. I just have to keep my head high and none of that will bother me. School finished and restarted again in a whirlwind. I'm only taking one class this semester to work on some other things, but I feel really good about where I am headed. It's helps when you don't constantly think you're bothering people!
Lots of fun
Apr. 5th, 2015 07:06 pm The party was amazing, Momo-san! I think everyone had a lot of fun! I know I did. It was nice to just relax and not have to deal with super fancy stuff. The food was good, too. I'm sorry I couldn't bring anything, but it's best I stay out of the kitchen! It was nice to see everyone having a good time, too. I know things have been stressful for most of us, so it was nice to escape that for a bit.
( Private but hackable )
( Private but hackable )
It was a rather quiet day here in Tokyo. I had to stop a fire in building filled with kittens. Rather easy, but I was worried I hadn't found all of the little things. The staff there assured me that I had, so that was good. After that, I caught a burglar trying to break into a house. I mean, there were no catastrophes today, but tomorrow is another day!
From Taki-kun
Feb. 22nd, 2015 04:19 pm What's the first thing that you notice in a person, and what would you want someone to first notice about you?
The first thing I notice is their voice.
The first thing I want them to notice...? Um...Well...I guess me...no...hm. I'm not sure, honestly. Anything that doesn't have to do with my physical appearance, I guess.
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The first thing I notice is their voice.
The first thing I want them to notice...? Um...Well...I guess me...no...hm. I'm not sure, honestly. Anything that doesn't have to do with my physical appearance, I guess.
The Dare Game:
If you would like to take part, please abide by these simple rules.
1) Comment to this post with whether you would like me to dare you or if you would like a 'truth' instead. I will be willing to ask you a question if you are unwilling to preform a dare.
2) You will have 7 days to carry out your dare in a public fashion. If it is a truth you must post the answer in your own blog.
3) You must post this in your own journal so that I, and others, can comment and have you dare us in return.
4) If you comment you -must- carry out the dare/truth you are given. Otherwise you will be punished. You will have to preform a forfeit so horrifying that it is in your best interest to rise to the challenge~
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Feb. 9th, 2015 05:28 pm I can't believe they contacted me today....minutes before I was about to leave on my trip. It was like....serendipity or something. They live in Kyushu now, of all places. They buried him in Kyushu as well. They want to see me. They want to talk...they have things to give me...
Maybe I'll finally get closure. Taki-san, this is all because of you. Thank you.
Maybe I'll finally get closure. Taki-san, this is all because of you. Thank you.
Happy New Year, everyone!
Jan. 1st, 2015 05:14 amI'm in for an interesting day. I'm still not entirely sure what Wakashi has planned for today, but I assume it will involve shrines, so I should be able to get my New Year's wish in. I'm sure I'll have a good time. Wakashi can be a bit odd, but he's better company than he thinks he is! I hope everyone else has a good New Year's Day!
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Oct. 29th, 2014 04:44 pmI feel like I'm getting back into the groove of things. I guess I really was getting over a broken heart, but I'm working on it now. I guess you could say I was being a bit jealous. I want a deep relationship, like most of you have. Someone who understands me and loves me. I don't know why I'm so...I don't know why I want it so much. Maybe I'm feeling that 5 some years of being comatose. Maybe I do feel a little out of the loop, and I just want someone to be my safe haven from trying to figure out my stupid Iphone. I don't even know...
[Screened from Atobe]
Oct. 3rd, 2014 05:55 amSo, Saturday is Atobe-san's birthday, and I...I have a rather extravagant gift planned out for him. I mean, it took me a bit, because what do you give the man that seriously has everything...? And then I realized what I wanted to give him. My first solo concert since coming back to the land of the living. I've gotten much better at the piano, and...well, I'm doing well with the violin too. I want to play for Atobe-san, since he pushed me so hard. Is there any way someone can get him to the Hyoutei auditorium on Saturday?
Ryou's birthday is coming up soon (2 days!) and I already have his gift all bought and wrapped. I hope he'll like it! He and Munehiro have been so kind to me lately, I know I could never actually pay that back, but hopefully I can at least help him have a nice birthday. I can babysit if you two want to go on a nice date, you know!
As for me...well, I still have days where I'm really down. But I also have days I feel really good. I still think about Rei a lot, but I don't think that is going to stop any time soon. And I've come to terms with that. I just have to be optimistic. And stay near people. I know it seems like I'm taking advantage of my friends by staying with them, but I know my limits...and I know it's just bad for me to be alone. I'm happier now. I really shouldn't have been so hard-headed to begin with.
As for me...well, I still have days where I'm really down. But I also have days I feel really good. I still think about Rei a lot, but I don't think that is going to stop any time soon. And I've come to terms with that. I just have to be optimistic. And stay near people. I know it seems like I'm taking advantage of my friends by staying with them, but I know my limits...and I know it's just bad for me to be alone. I'm happier now. I really shouldn't have been so hard-headed to begin with.
I've been exercising more, and Chopin likes it as much as I do. But...Well, it's been pretty lonely here lately. My visits to the hospital aren't as bright as they used to be, and I've got this hollow feeling in my chest. I guess it's disappointment. I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up, but I couldn't help myself.